Hmph.

Before heading to the Rib Fest at 6 I watched four episodes of One Tree Hill and ate meatloaf. It was a pretty good day so far. My day kind of turned around after that.

I love hanging out with Zooey, Nadia, and Charlotte, but Jason was also there, and I feel awkward around him, so it wasn't very fun.

Another friend, Ben, was also there. He's a cool guy, kind of shy, but it's to be expected what with living half his childhood in Korea and having ultra-conservative parents (his father's a pastor) who don't like him hanging out with girls. I really like Ben, he's cool if you know him, so it pissed me off when Nadia complained about his quietness when he left. "Why does he bother showing up if he doesn't even talk?" she said. I don't talk very much either when guys are around, so that made her comment even more annoying.

Charlotte ditched us for a party. Just like last night. Just like she always does. She always tells Zooey "Don't smoke. Don't party. I'm serious Zooey!" Charlotte smokes. She parties. She drinks. She sexes boys up. She's a huge hypocrite. I love hanging out with her; she's hilarious, it's just her two-faceness that gets to us all.


And Jason was annoying. He acts so immature sometimes and he can be such a jerk to my friends. Well to everyone, in general. He may not notice it, but Zooey and I do.

He lives the opposite direction as Zooey, Nadia, and I from the park where the Rib Fest is, but he usually walks with us. But today, because I was annoyed and being a little broody, I quietly told him I needed to talk to Zooey, so could he not walk with us? He said he'd leave after Nadia picked up the milk her mum asked her to get on the way home.

This annoyed me, because we were just at the park entrance, he should have just left then, there was no reason to walk all the way up the street with us and then walk back. Maybe im just PMSing, but I doubt it. And I don't want a boyfriend right now. Really don't want one. So I'm going to have to break it off soon. I'm just nervous.

After he left it was fine. Zooey and I chattered and walked through our old school and stuff and stuff. I hope tomorrow's better. I'll probably end up avoiding Jason for a while, which I know I shouldn't do. But I will anyway.

I hate this.